After much personal debate, Ive decided to shelve this character for a while.
Ive played Shoko almost as long as Ive been on gor, and I hate to say it... but I feel like shes getting stale. While I love all of you to death, I just havent had "fun" playing Shoko in what seems like months.
Ive felt like Ive had no room to grow with shoko for a while- once all of her lifes goals were accomplished I didnt know what to do with her, where I could go- I thought about slavery, about changing clans, about doggedly persuing another man, about running away, about painting berat pink just to have something to do.
and sadly no matter what I tried, I couldnt get into the mindset to be shoko again. I know I will be back eventually, for now however, I need to take a break.
I would like to consider Shoko, away in the outer wagons helping where needed, all of her belongings will continue to remain in ambers wagon, and her animals there too.
I Love you all.