the sands of life....

[Nicolas Tabar]

Brother, Ubar, Mentor.....

I do the best that I can not to hurt MMyself, but I think that some of the things that have happened to Me since I have been back I have actually inflocted upon Myself because I somehow miss being hurt in some way.

I dont fully understand it, but I am trying.

At the same time I am reveling in My insanity, and trying to drag as many others along with me as I can.....

regardless, i am back after a fashion, and will be around when able....

Thank you A/all

[RAGNAR]

If you recognise your insanity... you are sane. It only makes you Tuchuk!!! *W*

If you like pain.... get married. Then you will suffer the rest of your days. *G*

[Shylina Marie]

just stares at this.. puffs with that usual flair.... and goes back to the bosks.. because I am starting to think they have more sense

[Nicolas Tabar]

If you recognise your insanity... you are sane. It only makes you Tuchuk!!! *W*

If you like pain.... get married. Then you will suffer the rest of your days. *G*

actually I came up with another definition of insanity, " doing the same thing multiple times getting different results each time.....

as for the other, well.....  there is a certain amount of pain that I will take.  and trust Me, I will let her know when I have had enough.....

*G*

[RAGNAR]

LOL

[Shadow duck]

welcome back Master... ((pssssssssssssssttt if ya ever needs some feathers to ease any owies.. chanz has lots.. grins)))

[Shylina Marie]

hangs that frying pan on a nail by the door....and goes back to thinking about the various forms of target practice

[Nicolas Tabar]

best get Your practice in now My intended, as You wont get much time after We have things settled... grins

[Nicolas Tabar]

and once again, life cuskcs, but it is getting better now, I moved back to Oregon, and My life is more stable now...  I will be around when able as usual, but now it is due to the fact that I work full time, one job right now, and I am going to college...  soo....  with that in mind....  I will not forget about the F/family that I have hear, and I look forward to the time that I get to spend with A/all when I get it....

[RAGNAR]

Good to hear some semblence of stability is returning for you bro!!!

RT comes first. Never forget that. When it eases up, we will be here. *S*

[Nicolas Tabar]

Once again life decided to trick Me.  I thought that things were going to settle down, but they have only gotten worse.  I have entered Phase II of My management training at work, and am still doing the weekend warrior thing, as well as going to school.  needless to say time is a precious commodity that I do not seem to have enough of at this point, though I am trying to claw back to a place where I do, as it would be nice.

There are times that I think that I am barely able to breathe let alone do anything else, and those are rare at best.

[RAGNAR]

Hang in there bro... as you really have no choice anyway.

Take what comes your way and do the bet you can. This will not last forever.

[rep]

please take care Master...........kiah{MTC}

[Shylina Marie]

Glances.... knows how things are... continues to make sure that everything including wagons and bosk which she was still trying to figure out where the spares ones came from that are marked. but shrugs that one off....thinks.....and just keeps going.  because there was an air of change upon the winds...  knowing that when he looks He will see the simple touches around

[Titus]

Bro,
You are in my thoughjts and prayers always..You are my Brother and my True as well rt and online here at MTC....if u wanna talk iam here